anxious

I have never been so anxious about my future...
Today is the very first day that I questioned myself about my professional abilities and visualibility due to waiting for a phone call from an agency that I want to join in badly.
I know I have to have more patience...they may not tell me the result until they have interviewed all people...
I know I have to relax and wait...more opportunities may reveal in the next several weeks but now I only want to get a job, a job that I like soon. I have been in vacation long enough to embrace challenges and need chances to prove myself.
Sign~~keep on waiting seems the only way for me right now.